A tiny water falls from my chicks….

i thought it was just a dew,

In my far vision  it was a teardrops

tears of lonesome and blue.

I never inteded it to drop

it falls like it never stop

i can’t resist nor hide it.

I can’t hold it on t’ll it reaches my lips.

A tiny crystals that falls

died in my lips….

and suddenly  i stop

and realizes that tears kisses my lips

to ease pain and to comfort my dying soul.

"LOVE is always patient and kind, it is nevah jelous. Love is nevah boastful or conceited. it is never rude or selfish, it does not take offense  and not resentful"

From the movie: A Walk to Remember…….

Wala nanaman akong maisip na isulat dito sa blog ko ngayon…….anu kaya?hmmmm…. anu kaya talaga…… nakakaboring gusto ko mag-update kaso wala talaga e….. hirap kasi mag-isip… ayoko naman mag-isip ng about sa love, heart aches, pains and others tungkol pa sa love….

mag kwento nalang kaya ako…….. eto’ short stoty lang naman…….

Isang araw habang si Jam e walang magawa binuksan niya ung friendster niya, tapos tinignan niya kung may mga bagong post sa bulletin, tumingin-tingin siya sa ibang taong gumagawa ng blogs kung may mga inspiring na mga messages dun… kaso nga lang bilang nalunkot si Jam kasi wala naman siyang nabasang medyo matino…. kaya nagmuni-muni mo na siya sandali….. at nang nakalipas ang isang oras…. Parang gusto ni Jam na mag-update ng blog niya kaso nga lang wala siya talagang maisip….. kaya alam niyo kung ano ang ginawa ni Jam…. cge tinuloy niya parin ang pag-update kahit walang kwenta ung gagawin niya……. hahahaha….. talagang walang kwenta….. wag mo nang ituloy ang pagbasa sabi niya sayo kasi wala talagang kwenta ung latest niya….. o’ sabi nang wag mo nang itoloy ung pagbasa kasi wala talagang magandang nakasulat…… tibay mo talaga tol sa pagbabasa… at tinapos pa…….

siya-siya salamat sa pag-read ha……. next tym pag warning na nakalagay wagnang basahin ha… pagod ka lang tuloy.

i’ve always asked for something special to happen to me… but i was too blind to see… too deaf to hear… and too numb to feel… that the day i met you baby… was exactly the same day my prayers were answered.

Kani-kanina lang at around 12:30 (July 27, 2005) ngayon. this afternoon magkasama kami ng pinakamamahal kong Baby….. wala-wala talaga akong masabi he’s very kind ang bait-bait niya, we had our lunch at Mandarin Resto., kumain kami dun… kahit hindi ako nasarapan sa pagkain dun ayos lang kasi kasama ko naman baby ko e., Itsura niya nalang ulam na e….:-)

Gusto kong sumigaw ng as in super lakas, gusto kong sabihin na "Thizsisit, Im Inlove grabe" kaso naisip ko bawal sumigaw kasi nasa work ako… Bka ma- IVRF pa ako…. Ang saya-saya ko talaga….. ngayon…. hindi ko ma-explain parang naka lutang ako sa hangin na parang kanina ayaw ko nang matapos ung oras…. ah! basta! basta! Masaya ako ngayon! Yahoooo!

Baby ko Wagka nang mawala pa sakin ha, ngayon lang ako nagmahal ng ganito grabe……. Kung nababasa mo lang sana tong mga sinusulat kong messages para sayo….. para maramdaman mo naman kung gano kita kamahal…. as in world wide web pinagkakalat kong ikaw na sana ang soulmate ko…. Nyahahaha Corny po…… pero true yan…. LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY KO!   Mhaw!

I think i’m blind….

because i see perfection in you…

your too good for me,so gentle and so sweet….

I believe i’m the only one, but infact im noit just the only one.

I’m deaf…

Coz of you…everything u say… its ok!

you don’t tell me lies….. you showed it all…

but truth sometimes hurt….

but what can i do im deaf of loving you.

I’m so weak…..

You cut and slowly turn my heart into pieces.

but what can i be if loving you is my only life.

you’re my strenght, your my air,my warrior.

I’m so numb…

You made me Numb…

as if no pain li gain when im with you..

no hurts i gain when you embraces me…

theres no sadness and tears when i see u smile.

Now, im tired of those things…

When will i stop dreaming, to stop this Bullshit feelings.

I’m waiting tell me if you really do love me…

I want it sooner….. because by tommorow…

will never be the same…. its to late….

Subuk lang naman i’tong pag-ibig na-inalay

Permisong na bukas tapos na…    <<<-click here

pero hiling ko sana wag ka nang tumalikod pa….

inaasahan o biglaan wagnang mawala pa.

Bulag na ko sa pag-ibig

Dahil I Love you mo’y Kalokohan

pag-alala, pagiging sweet mo sakin

Kaplastikan lang pala.

pero sandali lang

May Taning tong pagmamahalan

Wag pabigla-bigla, Masakit, mahirap

pano na ko pag tumalikod kat mawala…

Pag-ibig na umusbong

May taning na pala, matatapos na kaya?

Sabihin mo wag pabigla-bigla…

Nagmamaka-awa, ako’y lumuluha.

A little time ago we said good-bye
But my tears still ain’t dry
Every hour every minute u r in my head
weather I’m at work or lying on my bed
I didn’t treat u right
every time we had a fight
I had to know everything u did
I didn’t treat u well…I admit
but there are still things that I didn’t forget
and a lot of things I regret
so many things I wish I could have done
I wish I was still the one
you love another girl now
I know its really over, but somehow
I still have a little faith in us
my head doesn’t but my heart does
I never loved somebody so much in my whole life
I even dreaming about being your wife
if you’ll give me the chance
I will really make it up to u
it took time but now I’ve realized
how much I’ve been missing you.

Goshy! Goshy talaga! nandito ako ngayon sa Dagupan kasi magkikita kami ng friend ko nag-aaral kasi siya dito…. un lang!

Naglakwatsa nanaman ako ngayong Day-off ko…. ang saya-saya talaga! wahehehehehe!

<<<<<<< Continuation ng update ko kahapon ito (July 23, 2005)

Haynaku ganito nangyari balak naming pumunta ng DISCO…. dun sa bagong disco daw na hindi pa naman gano kasikat my god talaga know what ang entrance fee nila sobrang mahal…. Nakup Tumataginting na 250 pesos e, hindi pa consumable sa Drinks un…. masyadong mahal talaga mga ate…. Pangalan ng disco e, hmmmmm…… Nagka amnesia tuloy ako sa kakaisip ko sa price nila muntik na me nag collapsed…. ahhh! Eto’ na remeber ko na ung place " Disco Ware House" correct me if mali kasi yan ung naalala ko….. hmmmm…. hina-highblood tuloy ako..

Pagkatapos nun may na meet sila Dianne at Sha na Boys, opinion ko Cute naman sila, mabait din, sila nga nanlibre nang drinks e…. 1st pumunta kami sa J3 masasabi ok dun masaya kasi tipong mga SOSYAl ung mga nandun… tsaka ok music… parang ung RUMORS na inuman dun sa baguio un ung dating ng Bar para sakin… then 2nd si Sha kasi nangangati na ung paa na mag DiSCO kaya un….. inaya namin ung mga boys pumunta kami sa PADIS DAGUPAN, ok lang din dun kaso nga lang ung place medyo masikip siksikan ung mga nag-iinuman lalo na kamo sa dance floor magiging itsura mo dun parang nasa loob ka ng lata ng Sardinas pero ok lang ung liveband din tsaka ung mga music nila pang hataw talaga!

Pupunta ulit ako dun! saya sana makita ulit namin ung kasama naming boylet kagabi para alam niyo medyo makagaan naman sa bulsa…. hehehehe! 

I have cried for you too many times before
one more chance and then I’ll be done
you said I was everythng
but now I feel as if I’m nothing

keeping me from my fears
now all I fear is you
all the pain youve brought
this is your last chance
I won’t cry again for a love so fake…

Money is the thing that drives us
The more we have
The greedier we are
The less we have
The more we want

Money is power
If we have it
We can get what we want
If we have it
We only want more

Money is nothing but hate
It makes us steal
It makes us kill
Money is nothing… but hell